i love you. and it's hard to say it any other way. it's been more than a week now and i'm really not okay.
i miss you. even though i'm still with you every day. and i have to hold myself back from things i used to say.
today was hard because i reached out and had to stop in midair.
you didn't notice and i said nothing and i find that unfair.
the back of my mind is filling up with the worries i've pushed there.
hold your sadness like a puppet
keep putting on the play